Hiiiii! Time check, it's already 12.30. And I'[m working fullshift again tomorrow. Talking about work, I had super bombastic fun to the max. I had a great laugh with each and every of them. I don't feel any awkward at all any more! I can't believe it take me a short period of time to get use to them. I don't need fiza to work with me anymore. It's not that I'm ditching her but she's taking her O's hence that's explain why she didn't work for the past weeks.
But one thing I don't like about my workplace is when I'm working fullshift, I'm given two hours break and I'll be freaking bored doing nothing. I hate window shop around City square because confirm plus chop I'll spent my money on the little stuff that are not needed.
And ohyaaa, I can't wait for payday! I wanna shop shop shop! I'm so into cropped tees and Off shoulder tops now but sadly, I know boyfriend won't agree if I decide to wear those kind of clothes. :/I get envy seeing girls wearing those kind of clothes. With high waist pant/shorts. so pretty! Boleh ahhh b? Please :/
Menses are here like finally! A month and 21 days late. fuhhhh. glad that it came. I thought something wrong with my body system. Am I abnormal or what? teheee. Okay. Menses here means PMS ARE HERE! Menses here means PIMPLE BREAKOUT ARE HERE! :/ Beware of me people! I can change to monster anytime I like.
Luckily boyfriend sick. If not, he's gonna be my number 1 victim. heheee. But ya allah, I really miss him. I just feel we're drifting apart since he's sick. Since last friday. We talk less, we joke less, we laugh less, we meet less, everything getting lesser and lesser. :/ Even when we're otp now, I don't know what to be shared with you although I have a lot on my mind to share with you like how we used too, but why am I feeling that things changing and getting different than the usual?
I understand that he's very sick and need plenty of rest. I knew that but arghhh f*ck, I can't control myself. I hate it when I'm behaving this why. I hate it when I'm used of getting 24hours of attention from someone, it will slowly get away. I mean ya, I understand that you're sick but at times I can't control myself to stop those negatives thought. I'm trying very hard here pretending everything fine. I am. :/
And plus I'm having menses now, my mind confirm gonna gone wild and bitchy attitude gonna be my bestfriend. phewww.
I miss you boyfriend. Get well soon, will you? Please. be strong baby. I'm really am not strong without you. I love you so much. (':
I'm off to bed. Gonna be 1am soon. Nights. Assalamuailaikum.
XoXo from princess
@ 12:15 AM