Monday, September 26, 2011
Why my hand sooo itchy ahh to click on my old blog? But why ahh blogger so bad don't wanna delete the old blog? Why oh why? I can't believe that I actually teared up badly reading those memories back.You know the feeling of when you have already move on with someone new and you saw/read back those memories you had with someone who used to mean the world to you. The feeling I swear like @#$*&! laaa. What was I'm thinking when I'm with you? Why am I still with you that period of time knowing that I'm gonna hurt myself more. Knowing that you're not bringing me to right path. Why oh why? And why the hell am I'm talking about you now.
I swear, there's no more feeling of love, miss, need or whatsoever for you. All I got is hating you with me. There's all left. I need to throw the feeling of hatred that I have for you only then I'll feel the peace. Ya allah, Guide me please. I'm not strong. :/
I love my boyfriend so much. That's the reason for me to be strong all this. FAMILY, BOYFRIEND & GIRLFRIENDS MEANT ALOT TO ME. sayang korg many2.
Okayyy I've managed to calm myself down. This is what I've always get when I think too much. What was I thinking? I'm just afraid that boyfriend going for his shoot at Pangerang tomorrow. How? If I missed him badly? How ah how? But I know boyfriend gonna miss his princess too! hehee.
oklahhhh. gonna be 2 soon! i need my sleep now. bb gonna wake me up with his call and i hope i'll be awake. nights all.xoxo
XoXo from princess
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